What an amazingly inspirational, confidence building and scary week it has been! When I last wrote I was making a slow recovery from a lovely head cold and upper respiratory infection. I’m happy to report that as I write this, the head congestion is completely gone, I have my voice back, and my cough has significantly improved. I was really worried about being sick during this very important week of training and was nervous that if I wasn’t able to run (or made myself even sicker by running through the illness) I wouldn’t be fully prepared come race day. Thankfully, I was able to complete most of my runs (more on that below).
As much as I have thought about quitting a zillion times during this training, running a marathon has been a lifelong goal of mine, and the thought of failing when I’m this close to realizing my goal makes me want to try even harder to ensure that I am successful. Through successful runs, this week has given me the boost in confidence I was hoping for. Yes, I’m still incredibly nervous about “the big day”, but I know I can do it. I’m going into this with only one goal…to finish. I don’t care how long it takes me, I just want to run the whole thing (only walking through aid stations) and I want to finish strong. I don’t know if I will ever run another marathon (or if I’ll even want to), but I will save time goals for the future. This race is to prove to myself that I can do whatever I set my mind to.
Training for and running a marathon is no easy task. It takes incredible amounts of mental and physical toughness, dedication, and perseverance. I never realized how little I knew about running, especially long distances, until I started training for this marathon. I have learned so much over the last few months. I have learned what it takes to train for and run long distances, including nutrition, hydration, gear, etc. I have learned that my body can handle so much more than I ever thought it was capable of. I have learned that, for me, successfully covering long distances is more of a mental challenge than it is physical. I have learned the skills needed to quiet the negative Nancy in my head that yells and screams at me, telling me that I’m weak, that I can’t do this, that I should just give up. This has been an experience of a lifetime and I am forever changed. I am stronger because of this, both mentally and physically, and I cannot wait to cross that finish line in a just over two short weeks!
Here is how my training has gone this week:
Wednesday, September 18th (Easy Run – 5 Miles):
As I drove home from work, it began to rain. I wasn’t sure if it was a good idea to go for a 5 mile run in the rain, given I was still pretty congested and my cough hadn’t improved much, but after walking the dog, it looked like the sun was trying to peak out from behind the clouds and the rain had slowed to a drizzle so I decided to give it a shot. The goal was to run the entire 5 miles without stopping for a walk break. As soon as I geared up and walked out the front door, I heard a clap of thunder in the distance. Looking up at the sky, I thought the storm was far enough North that I would be OK. I walked to the end of the block and began running. At the quarter mile mark it started to sprinkle and by the time I got to the half mile mark it was full fledged pouring. Taking cover under a garage awning, I pulled out my phone and looked at the radar. The storm that appeared to be so far North, was growing and moving Southeast pretty quickly. After a quick call to my husband, I decided I should get home as fast as possible and finish my workout on the elliptical (evil machine, as I like to call it). I have never run so fast in all my life. The rain continued to come down in buckets and the lightening was getting closer and closer. After what seemed to be an eternity, I reached my front steps, and just in time. As soon as I reached the top step I saw a flash and then there was an immediate crack of thunder. Phew…that was a close one! My heart was in my throat and I was glad to be home safely. It was a good thing I didn’t try to wait it out, the storm lasted for quite a while. All told, I got a mile run in, and ended up doing 4 more miles on the elliptical. I know the elliptical isn’t exactly the same as running, but it got my heart rate up and my legs moving. Here are my stats for the 1 miler:
Thursday, September 19th (Mid-Week Long Run – 10 Miles):
I planned to meet a run club friend for some much needed catch-up/girl time after work today, which meant that I had to get up early to get my run in before work. When the alarm went off at 4:30am I seriously considered staying in bed, but after some hemming and hawing I was successful in guilting myself into getting up, since it was such an important week in my training and all. After walking the dog, I loaded myself into the car and somehow made it out to Oak Brook through my sleepy “it’s too early” haze. By the time I got to the office I was awake and ready to spend some quality time with my new bud, the treadmill. The run went well and I felt really strong, just a little bored the first half of the run, since I couldn’t really hear the TV and I don’t like to read while I’m running (I’m really susceptible to motion sickness from reading while bouncing). Anyway, I started the run at a nice and easy pace, gradually picking it up the last few miles. Here are my stats:
Sunday, September 22nd (Long Run – The Big 20!):
I have to admit, I was more than a bit nervous about being able to complete this run, given my bad 18 miler experience, but I really needed this run to be “good” in order to boost my confidence for race day. At the advice of my runner friends, and looking for a little company to help me through my longest run, I decided I would join the Chicago Area Runner’s Association (CARA) in their annual 20 mile fully supported training run. For the bargain basement price of $38 (for CARA members) you get a fully supported training run that includes pace group leaders, multiple aid stations (water/Gatorade and one with Power Gel), gear check, a finish area celebration complete with a free beer and a finisher’s technical tee. This was hands down, the easiest and best decision I have made with regard to marathon training yet.
What an amazingly awesome day this was! I awoke to an absolutely perfect morning. Low humidity and temperatures forecast to be in the 50’s and 60’s had me excited to get this run under way. I arrived on-site with plenty of time to park, get to the race site and check my bag. I was able to quickly locate my pace group leaders (I went with 12 min/mile since this was a training run and I wanted to prove to myself that I could run the whole thing without using intervals, plus I was unsure of myself after my difficult 18 miler), and we began chatting about the upcoming run and the best way to stay warm while waiting for the start on race day (she suggested a garbage bag or Tyvek painters suit). Before we knew it, it was time to get started. We lined up, said hello to other group mates and we were off. I quickly found a buddy to chat with and we hit it off right away. We chatted about everything from running to family and before we knew it 6 miles had flown by. The rest of the run was much the same, slow and steady, I chatted with group members and leaders alike to keep my mind busy and off the miles I had left to run. We even got a good laugh when we came upon a small two-seater airplane that had performed an emergency landing on Lakeshore Drive earlier that morning (thankfully, nobody was injured!) and about a mile later we saw the Oscar Meyer Wiener vehicle. It was like we were playing long run bingo. Oh the things you see!
The bottom line is, I felt great for this entire run. I never felt winded and my legs were strong the whole way. I am proud to say that I was able to easily run this 20 miler in its entirety (except quick walks through the aid stations to down a gel or a cup of water) and it was awesome. I even had enough energy to pick up the pace a bit on the back half of the run and finished by sprinting up a hill and across the finish line…a far cry from the agony and defeat I felt just two weeks earlier at the end of my 18 mile run. Sure, after “running” for 20 miles and pounding the pavement for almost 4 hours, my legs were tired and sore, I just never felt like I couldn’t go a step farther. A HUGE confidence booster! Also, I’m sure it was due to the slower pace, but I only ate 4 gels during this run and never really felt like I was running out of gas, and I didn’t experience the stomach cramping this time either. Super YAY! The only “bad” thing about this run was the beating my feet took. I didn’t realize the extent of the damage until I got home and took my shoes off. Apparently my sock had slipped below my ankle on my left foot, which lead to some pretty ugly chaffing. My right foot fared much worse though. I got my usual blister on my big toe, only this time the blister formed under the callus leading to a beautiful blood blister (can you sense my sarcasm?). Luckily, the calluses on the top of my second and third toes saved my toenails from too much damage, but they sure were sore for a few days!
Overall, this was a great experience and helped me to get a better idea of what I should do on race day. I now have a plan for race day, and am really looking forward to experiencing the Chicago Marathon and everything it has to offer. Here are my stats:
Tuesday, September 24th (Easy Run – 5 Miles):
It was another early morning for me today. Knowing I had a 6pm appointment and wouldn’t get home until late, I decided I would get up early to get my run in before getting ready for work. Since this run was just an easy 5 miler (hard to believe that just a few months ago, 5 miles was just shy of a long run), I decided to hit the streets of Oak Park instead of heading to work and running on the treadmill. Luckily, the dog got me up at 4am so I had plenty of time to eat something before heading out. I tried a PowerBar Performance Energy Blend (Apply Mango Strawberry flavor) for the first time, and I’m in love. It was delicious and sat well in my stomach, leaving me with a fulfilled but light feeling. The run went REALLY well, surprisingly well actually. After running 20 miles just a day and a half before, I thought my legs would be tired and sore for sure. Surprisingly, they felt great and again, everything just seemed to click. My breathing was right on and I even managed to run negative splits (and the whole thing without stopping!). It’s amazing what a good long run can do for breaking down mental barriers! Here are my stats:
Wednesday, September 25th (Mid-Week Long Run – 8 Miles):
Another solid run in the books! The weather was great again this week, which is helping me get through runs a lot easier these days. The low humidity and cooler temperatures really seem to help keep my breathing in line. I felt pretty good again for this run. Not nearly as good as I did on Tuesday’s run, but overall pretty decent. Because this was a longer run, I wanted to be sure that I didn’t go out too fast and run out of gas after a few miles so I kept the pace nice and even at around 10:30 min/mile for a good majority of the run, choosing to pick up the pace for the last three miles if I felt good. Happily, despite running consistently (no more intervals!) at this pace, I still felt good for the last three miles and ran negative splits for those miles (10:14, 10:12 and 9:45). My legs were a little on the tired side today though. Here are my stats:
Friday, September 27th (Easy Run – 4 Miles):
Tonight was another good run for me. It was a bit warmer today (close to 80°F), but not humid which helped to keep my breathing in line. I felt pretty good as I set out on this run, a little tired, but nothing I couldn’t handle. About a mile into the run my legs decided that they were going to rebel and give me trouble. My quads felt heavy and my shins were sore, causing negative Nancy to make an appearance. Instead of focusing on my uncooperative legs, I pushed through and forced myself to focus on and enjoy my surroundings instead (the trees are starting to change!). I was so focused on everything but my legs, I couldn’t tell you when they decided to wake up, but they did! The last two miles or so of my run felt effortless and I finished with a smile. Here are my stats:
So this week was the official start of my taper. They say that it is important to “trust the taper” and your training program. I’m beginning to get a little stir crazy and as my mileage decreases, and have already worked out my post marathon training plan in anticipation for my next half marathon in January. I am also getting more and more nervous as the big day approaches. I got my official participant guide in the mail on Wednesday and just about hyperventilated when I saw it. This is becoming very real for me, and I am wavering between confidence and fear of failure as the day draws closer and closer. Last night was girls night out (GNO) with my run club friends. It’s always nice to spend time with these ladies, but having an opportunity to express my hopes, fears and share encouraging words with other runners and friends, who have been through this before, helped ease some of my fears a bit. By the time I left the gathering last night, I felt ready to take this monster goal head on, knowing that I had all of those lovely ladies standing behind me, just as I stand behind them as they strive to reach their goals. Thank you for all of your support OPRC girls…and to those running Chicago with me, best of luck, you will do great!!!
While running my 20 miler last weekend, I found myself thinking about the movie Spirit of the Marathon. When I first watched the film many months ago, I found it to be incredibly inspiring. Being the dork that I am, I found myself tearing up and literally screaming at the computer screen, cheering Deena Kastor to the finish. I remember thinking that I would surely break down in tears at the finish line, my body crumbling into a heap. As the day approaches, I wonder what the finish line has in store for me. Will I break down in tears, or will I cross the finish line the same way I crossed the line of the 20 miler…calm, encouraged, and happy? Whatever the day has in store for me, I am growing more and more excited. That being said, I leave you with this great Chicago Marathon inspirational video I found while perusing YouTube today (look at all that spectator support…awesome!!!).
That will be me in a little over two weeks…eeek!!! Until next time, happy running everyone!